| Monday, March 10th, 2003 |
| 2:00 pm |
Wow..look who hasnt posted in like forever. ::laughs:: Well I've just been extermely busy. Yesterday we taped the pilot of the "Wade Robson Project" hopefully MTV likes this one. I've been working on a musical for disney as well as talking to all major record companies about getting the artist I am developing a record deal. I have also been talking to companies in Vegas about writing, choreographing, directing and possibly starring in a show. On top of teaching Master dance classes at MCD and writing some new music. Some people need to learn how to deal with the way things are and look up the word no in the dictionary. those people know who they are too. And Im not trying to be mean or rude and yea I'm sorry i chased you away yesterday..I just don't feel the same. I'm with someone and both of you know it. Christina is an amazing person, I love her very much and i never want to do anything to hurt her. So, you know who you are, pleasee just deal with it. Christina-I miss you very much. love ya tons and cant wait to see you again. ::hugs and kisses:: I think thats all I have to say for now..I'm gonna go write more..bye guys... ::presses post and walks downstairs to studio:: |
| Thursday, January 30th, 2003 |
| 8:27 pm |
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| Sunday, January 26th, 2003 |
| 1:56 pm |
You can't just make the pain go away like that..its not that easy..its not. These scars take time to heal and let me tell you there are a lot of them and there very deep..::shakes head:: you cant solve the porblem like that..it doesnt change what happened..im not ready for it all yet ::sigh..locks self in studio:: |
| Wednesday, January 22nd, 2003 |
| 6:13 pm |
I know..he told me..not believe me..i have proff...care to explain it.... |
| Friday, January 17th, 2003 |
| 9:56 pm |
You know sometimes things happen that change your life completely, these sort of things can make you see life differently, fear, or want perhaps even need or enjoy. But the things that do change your life are not always for the best..I learned that..it took me a while but I figured it out..what changed my life possibly wasnt for the best and I think its only getting worst. I want, I need but I fear most of all. Im scared to take a chance now and why? Becuase of you..you caused me to fear love..you took it away from me and then you pretend like nothing ever happened...I dont know I just..::sigh::...I dont know anymore..this may not makes sense to any of you but it does to me because its what i feel however its not what I want to feel its not even close..::shakes head:: I need a life. |
| Saturday, December 28th, 2002 |
| 2:03 pm |
Big congrats to Brit and Justin! Im soo happy for you too! Party! Well I've made up my mind Im not gonna sit around and wait and watch my whole life pass me by..I mean I can't it hurts to much..just when i thought i had something good..soemthing i wanted..i become unsure about it..::sigh:: so im not gonna wait around..so Im single... |
| Tuesday, December 17th, 2002 |
| 6:58 pm |
Im tired of waiting around...I can't wait..I shouldn't...Im sick of it...ohh but I have to...I dont want to hurt anyone..I dont but I think I know what my heart wants and I dont want to have to wait anymore I want to know what is going on...I want to know I dont want to guess...the last thing i want to do is hurt anyone..but to sit here and wait is hurting me ahhh i hate this...::crawls into bed:: I dont feel well..ugh |
| Sunday, December 15th, 2002 |
| 7:55 pm |
I dont know what to do..brit said I should folllow my heart...and i think I know what my heart wants but I dont want to hurt nayone..gohs I hope I didnt scare Manda off..Im just so confused..I dont know what to do...::sigh:: Kelly..I really need to talk to you...I need to know where i stand.... |
| 5:36 pm |
Hey Hey! I havent updated in a while so forgive me. I had a master dance class on Friday night at millenium it was super fun. I taught a dance to water by the roots. It was the last dance class of 2002 yay! It was one of my smaller class which was good becuase I could actually watch everyone. Lets see what else has happened...uh Saturday night I went to go see Mandy's filming it looks like its goonna be a good moive go Manda! I went Christmas shopping I got gifts for my family but I dont know what to get all of you so please leave your Christmas wishes in the comment section ::wink::. Today I wrapper presents, went to lunch with Mandy..girl you need to get some sleeep your working to hard. well right now im home chillen running through ideas for a new song..you know the usual..::smile:: I just thought I would update and let you know Im alive so I will talk to you all later..hopefully before I leave to go to Australia on friday...so again please leave your xmas wishes in the comment section :-D!! tkae care ya'll Much Love, Wade P.s Kelly? Where are you? |
| Sunday, December 8th, 2002 |
| 8:05 pm |
Just when I thought my problem couldnt get any worst it did..I share this problem..its a bigger problem than I thought..I mean I know what I want but how do I get that without hurting anyone..I dont see a way for that..Im soo lost...I have no clue what am going to do...what I can do...and the sad thing is I share with problem with my bestfriend..its all too much..I need time to tihnk it through..I need to figuure something out soon before this gets way out of hand.... |
| 7:08 pm |
Found out some interesting new today..sort of came as a shock..but Im gald it's true..but Im confused about what to do...Anyway how is everyone? Im ok just slighty confused but I'll figure something out hopefully..I went Christmas shopping with my sister today boy was the mall a zoo wow oh well I got some of my Christmas shopping down which is good becuase Im leaving the 19th to go home to Australia for Christmas and I dont know when Im going to get shopping done before then..I have to get the tracks for Dream done tomorrow so I can at least get those out of the way so I can make room for other project lol...Sorry to make a long post short but my doggies are hungry Im gonna go feed them. later you guys... Much Love, Wade... |
| Friday, December 6th, 2002 |
| 7:15 pm |
Hey Guys Wade Here! I finally joined the party and got a journal. Thanks Brity for the code :-D. Well If any of you are ever online and fee like chattin IM me at GroovnGeniusWade. Well sorry to make this post short..I just wnat to announ but Im going to go call Kelly and Just and see if they still want to go clubbin ::smile:: |
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